ammends and angels..

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"Time-traveler saw the angels..

..everything is so distant..the sky opens up unto the earth & somes' focus is still grounded. Yet it can't totally be blamed.. when sometimes ..if you look up you risk burning your eyes. Blurrs of a time traveler lead to eyes wandering everywhere. When eyes affix on something 'Holy' ..the holes in the whole are not always immanent.

A time-traveler's obsessive nature can blend & blind the challenges into haze ..heart breaks and re-breaks.. the mending is ripped apart and the bindings are sewn & resewn. Things repeat yet they are anew. Heart shatters.. again..again. It's whole.. it's shattered..it's together.. it shatters. Again .. again..

To abandon thoughts of angels may have been a mistake. The hope has wained so far ..it's gone. A dry well ..covered in dead rats ..long shriveled and parched.

Virus and disease.

Mind spinning into chaotix. Crashing in cars ..again ..again. Blood from wrists ..blood from neck. Mind is red..eyes are red. Again..again. Blue in blood-shot eyes.

..faith in angels didn't come about in luminous, blinding light. Heart connections & actions lit a new fire in the hopeless haert ..but has kept the soul limping ever scince. The Guardians and protectors of the heart & body needed an equal amount of effort by the crippled soul.

But it was so beautiful. Scence of calm .. sence of safty. In this history of chaotix ..such warmth was never felt.The scent of that elegance still lingers.. but it as of stale roses. Dry and dead..a shell of loveliness it once was.

Poison & misunderstood .. words and actions amplify. Soon it's to late ..and a tale told millions of times til it has been exasperated and ears are bleeding.

Utopian value was dead..20 billion pains of glass shattered. The doors were locked and the streets grew black.

Endless winters..Time-Traveler looked to angels in much diametrics & disdain.

..alone..

All was said and done.. Time-traveler was dejected. Mind has taken root on the frozen ground..and the blood runs nowhere.

..it's ice, dark.. frozen..

Flat on his back ..he looks to stars in the snow-speckled sky. The graphic of a mighty figure shines bright like a thousand suns..yet it burns not his eyes. Yet it warms his heart. Time-traveler lifts up his hand ..extending his palm to the sky.

An old lullaby's reminiscence comes back to life from the deepest parts of inanimate memories.

.. a song whispers over the snow caps.. Time-traveler moves on to wherever Nowhere ends and wherever peace might begin.

..it's not over yet ..all is not lost.. all is undetermined ..

..all is forgiven ??

Again..again ..

..the unkown will happen soon enough."

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..if you wish to listen to the lullaby ; a classic rarity from the former Smashing Pumpkins..vocals by Perfect Circle's & DJ NYC's :James Iha ..mushy music makes your ears moosh .. you better believe it,Buster !!

-- Click here>> @ [link] ,if you wish to listen to the lullaby:'Believe' by S.P.!!--

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Believe

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Close your eyes
Until the sunlight dies
In your head a thousand stars
Through the darkness you can see a light
And if they steal your life
Your heart is still mine

I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other
I want to believe in you, dear

On Sunday...

There's a life I hide
Well I tried to disguise
And I can take you a million miles away

I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth is no other
I want to believe in you, dear

On Sunday I made amends
Of all my mistakes
May God speed be with you

Oooh...oooh...oooh...oooh
and I...
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, a lover
I want to believe in you and I heard you
Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other
I want to believe in you, dear

On Sunday
On Sunday I made amends
For all my mistakes
May God speed be with you..

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on 14" x 17" Bristol Board ..